Archive for November, 2006

Nanook 11/24/06

Posted in Uncategorized on November 25, 2006 by Frizz

1474211646_l.jpgI lost one of my best friends I’ve ever had yesterday. My dog Nanook. I’ve had her for the past 14 years. However, she was under the care of my parents for the majority of that time. I first got her when I lived in Virginia Beach. I went to the SPCA one day with a friend and saw a dog that I really wanted to adopt. I thought about it for a day or two and went back to go get that dog. When I got there I saw another dog pacing back and forth in her small little cage. When I would approach the cage she would stick her tongue out and lick my fingers. I instantly fell in love with her. But, I had made a comitment to the other dog that I wanted to take home with me. As I approached the other dogs cage he/she instantly became agitated and growled at me and tried to bite me. I felt very bad because of course you are going to be angry and pissed off living in a goddamn cage at the SPCA. However, because of that I decided to take the other little puppy who was no bigger than my foot at the time. I instantly named her Nanook and our relationship was born. I brought her back to my apt. and watched her run around, felt her jump on me and kiss me all over the face and just frolic everywhere.

Nuner (which her nickname quickly became) lived in Virginia Beach for about the next year and a half. At that time I had decided to move to CT. and then on to San Francisco. Since I couldn’t take Nanook with me she stayed with my parents while I was gone. They also quickly fell in love with her and for the rest of her life provided constant companionship for them. However, I had always considered Nanook my dog. When I would come home to visit she would greet me like I was the greatest thing in the world. When I was staying she would follow me around. Sleep next to me on the bed I was sleeping in and pretty much be by my side the entire time I was visiting. When it was time for me to head back to San Francisco she would cry and cry and cry. Can anything make you feel that special as when a living being is so excited to see you come and be so sad to see you go? Everytime I would visit it would be the same thing.

I moved from San Francisco closer to family in May of this year. I didn’t want to immediately just take Nanook back into my household because my parents had gotten very attached to her and I would never want to just take her away. Plus she was getting older and was on medication. But, being so close now to my family I would be able to see her much more often. I saw her almost every weekend if not every other this past summer. Many times she would sleep next to me in my new bedroom. I would always get kisses and love no matter how bad she may have been feeling.

On Thanksgiving day I drove to Pennsylvania to spend my first Thanksgiving in 11 years with my family. When I got to the house there was Nanook wagging her tail and whining because again she was so happy to see me. I hope that she knew I was as much excited to see her as she was me. The night of Thanksgiving she was having a hard time breathing. She was coughing a lot and I was extremely nervous. She had been waiting in the room that I sleep in for me to come to bed. Since I wasn’t ready for bed I picked her up and took her down stairs with me and watched TV while petting her for about an hour and a half. I then took her back upstairs where she went in my dads room and I went to sleep sometime later. The next day when I woke up she seemed to be ok. Breathing a little heavy but still not too bad. I asked my dad to take a ride with me to go get some beer. As we got back to the house, my mom had Nanook in her arms and said that she didn’t think Nanook was feeling good at all. At that time while giving her a kiss she let out a yelp that freaked me out and her head fell back. My dad and I took her into the TV room and petted her until she was fully gone. It didn’t take much time. It was under 3 minutes. She died peacfully with people she loved while being kissed and stroked and loved. I sort of remember myself saying, “It’s ok, Nuner you can go.” We layed her down on the floor and my sister and my niece came down to see her to say goodbye before we buried her in the backyard.

I left my parents today in quite a rush. Not having Nanook there to bark and cry while I was leaving was hard for me. She had a fantastic life. She was cared for and loved. Now her body is buried in my parents backyard. We’ll be putting a headstone there and planting flowers come spring.

I miss her.


Son of satan part 2

Posted in Uncategorized on November 21, 2006 by Frizz
From: “Bill Keller”   
To: “Todd Frisbie”
Subject: RE: Excuse me
Date: Tue, 21 Nov 2006 07:55:22 -0500

ROFLOL!!..what a many of your loser friends read your page Toddy..about 6..ROFLOL!!..Dr. Keller has over 2.4 MILLION worldwide who subscribe to and read what he writes each day..enjoy hell son of satan..LOL!!!..too bad..since Jesus died for your sins but you choose to reject Him..

Know that I am praying for you, be richly blessed,
Bill Keller

—–Original Message—–
From: Todd Frisbie

Sent: Tuesday, November 21, 2006 4:02 AM
To: Bill Keller
Subject: Re: Excuse me

For the love of your phony god. Please don’t pray for me. I do believe the peroxide has drifted into your small little brain.

be richly blessed,
Todd Frisbie

Holy son of satan

Posted in Uncategorized on November 21, 2006 by Frizz
From: “Bill Keller” 
To: “Todd Frisbie”
Subject: Re: Excuse me
Date: Tue, 21 Nov 2006 01:20:57 -0500

you will burn in hell you son of satan..

You will be in my prayers, be richly blessed,
Bill Keller

—– Original Message —–

From: Todd Frisbie

To: Bill Keller

Sent: Tuesday, November 21, 2006 12:22 AM

Subject: Excuse me

Mr Bill Keller is talking about a DOLL looking like a street walker. Bill Keller with his peroxide hair looks like a GAY street walker himself. Is this guy for real? Stop selling Jesus. My Jesus is much more important than some peroxide ministers talking trash about dolls. Please whoever reads this email ask Mr Keller to talk about something real. Ok?

A Christmas Wish

Posted in Uncategorized on November 20, 2006 by Frizz

Every Gay down in Gayville liked Gay Marriage a lot……
But the Grinch, who lived just east of Gayville, did NOT!!

The Grinch hated happy Gays! The whole Marriage season!
Now, please don’t ask why. No one quite knows the reason.
It could be his head wasn’t screwed on just right.
It could be, perhaps, his Florsheims were too tight.
But I think the most likely reason of all was
His heart and brain were two sizes too small.

“And they’re buying their tuxes!” he snarled with a sneer,
“Tomorrow’s the first Gay Wedding! It’s practically here!”
Then he growled, with his Grinch fingers nervously drumming,
“I MUST find some way to stop Gay Marriage from coming!”

For, tomorrow, he knew… All the Gay girls and boys
would wake bright and early. They’d rush for their vows!
And then! Oh, the Joys! Oh, the Joys!

And THEN they’d do something he liked least of all!
Every Gay down in Gayville the tall and the small,
would stand close together, all happy and blissing.
They’d stand hand-in-hand. And the Gays would start kissing!

“I MUST stop Gay Marriage from coming! …But HOW?”

Then he got an idea! An awful idea!

“I know what to do!” The Grinch laughed in his throat.
And he went to his closet, grabbed his sheet and his hood.
And he chuckled, and clucked, with a great Grinchy word!
“With this beard and this cross, I look just like our Lord!”

“All I need is a Scripture…” The Grinch looked around.
But, true Scripture is scarce, there was none to be found.
Did that stop the old Grinch…? No! The Grinch simply said,
“With no Scripture on Marriage, I’ll fake one instead!”
“It’s one man and one woman,” the Grinch falsely said.

Then he broke in the courthouse. A rather tight pinch.
But, if Georgie could do it, then so could the Grinch.
The little Gay benefits hung in a row.
“These bennies,” he grinned, “are the first things to go!”

Then he slithered and slunk, with a smile most uncanny,
around the whole room, and he took every benny!
Health care for partners! Doctors for kiddies!
Tax rights! Adoptions! Pensions and Wills!
And he stuffed them in bags. Then the Grinch, with a chill,
Stuffed all the bags, one by one, in his bill.

Then he slunk to the kitchen, and stole Wedding Cake.
He cleaned out that icebox and made it look straight.
He took the Gay-bar keys! He took the Gay Flag.
Why, that Grinch even took their last Gay birdseed bag!

“And NOW!” grinned the Grinch, “I will pocket their Rings.”
And the Grinch grabbed the Rings, and he started to shove
when he heard a small sound like the coo of a dove.
He turned around fast, and off flew his hood.
Little Lisa-Bi Gay behind him sadly stood.
The Grinch had been caught by small Lisa-Bi.
She stared at the Grinch and said, “My, oh, my, why?”
“Why are you taking our Wedding Rings? WHY?”

But, you know, that old Grinch was so smart and so slick
He thought up a lie, and he thought it up quick!
“Why, my sweet little tot,” the fake Shepherd sneered,
“The judges are evil, the other states weird.”
“I’ll fix the rings there and I’ll bring them back here.”

It was quarter past dawn… All the Gays, still a-bed,
all the Gays still a-snooze when he packed up and fled.
“Pooh-Pooh to the Gays!” he was grinch-ish-ly humming.
“They’re finding out now no Gay Marriage is coming!”
“Their mouths will hang open a minute or two
then the Gays down in Gayville will all cry Boo-Hoo!”

He stared down at Gayville! The Grinch popped his eyes!
Then he shook! What he saw was a shocking surprise!
Every Gay down in Gayville, the tall and the small,
was kissing! Without any bennies at all!
He HADN’T stopped Marriage from coming! IT CAME!
Somehow or other, it came just the same!

And the Grinch, with his grinch-feet ice-cold in the snow,
stood puzzling and puzzling: “How could it be so?”
“It came without lawyers, no papers to sort!”
“It came without licenses, came without courts!”
And he puzzled three hours, till his puzzler was sore.
Then the Grinch thought of something he hadn’t before!

“Maybe Marriage,” he thought, “doesn’t come from the court.
Maybe Marriage…perhaps… comes right from the heart.
Maybe Marriage comes from all the words the Gays say.
Words like Husband, like Wedding, and Spouse who is Gay.”
And what happened then…? Well…in Gayville they say
that the Grinch’s small brain grew three sizes that day!

And the Gays had their Weddings. They promised for life.
They swore to be faithful, to Wife and her Wife.
The Husbands were happy, to each other they vowed
To be Out and be Honest, be Gay and be Proud.
They told all their neighbors and friends of their Spouse,
They told of their Marriage and sharing their house.
They said “We got Married.” They shouted it loud.
Their marital status was “Married and Proud.”

And the minute his heart didn’t feel quite so tight,
He whizzed with his load through the bright morning light.
And he brought back the rings, cake and Gay birdseed bags!
And he… …HE HIMSELF… hung the Gay Rainbow Flag!

Hugs are healing

Posted in Uncategorized on November 19, 2006 by Frizz

November 15

Posted in Uncategorized on November 15, 2006 by Frizz

I haven’t blogged in a bit. Mainly because I’ve been sick. I hate the whole sickness thing. But, I’m starting to feel better. One of the best cures for sickness is sauerkraut and plenty of it. Trust me it works.

The Elections

Posted in Uncategorized on November 8, 2006 by Frizz

So, I sit here 24 hours removed from the 2006 elections of yesterday. A lot of things have changed in the past 24 hours. I did go to bed very happy and woke up even happier when turning on the news and seeing that Rummy gave his walking papers. To say that last nights elections didn’t have me a tad orgasmic would be an understandment. I was pleased, very very pleased.

Now what? Through out the course of today, I’ve asked myself the question “now what?” over and over in my head. I’m not a big supporter of the Democratic Party. I am much more a supporter than I am the Republican party, but I think they are both kinda crap. I’m going to enjoy watching how this all plays out. My thought is I will even become more political (if that’s possible) since the Dems hold Congress, Pelosi is Speaker and it looks like the Senate is going be tipped with Democrats. Which to me means that since I think they are the lesser of two evils I will hold their feet to the fire much more than the current circus. I expect more from the Democrats therefore, I will be harder on them when they don’t do their jobs or piss me off with their policies.

So things have changed. I do think for the better. Unfortunately not for the best. Nonetheless, I do believe in baby steps.

Topic 2- Once again this election has brought out the morons who think that another party such as THE GREENS, is going to destroy the Democrats and give votes to the Republicans. In 2000 I voted Green for Nader. If you pay any attention to some people you will find out this is why Bush won the election. I’ve learned to pretty much ignore the geniuses who say this. But, sometimes it does still get to me and always around elections I tire of hearing people say, “it’s a crucial election. We can’t vote for a third party.” Since at least 2000 they have ALL been crucial elections. The reason Gore did not win the 2000 election was part in due that he couldn’t even carry his own state. The other part is that I’m one of those wacky “libs” who believes that George Bush did not win the election either.

I’m going to continue voting for the Green Party in upcoming elections. The Green Party is the party I choose to support and will continue to do so. Regardless, of how crucial the election is.

HOWEVER, Greens-I believe in building from the ground up. It doesn’t work when you start building from the top and go down. Strong foundations are important. I encourage more Greens to stop trying to run for President of the U.S. I encourage more Greens to start running locally in their communities. Continue running for positions like Congress and Senate but definitely start running at a local level. Get the Green Party’s name out there in small areas and start building from the bottom. I see that as much more effective and hope that I see more of that in the next couple years.